Like a silver shadow
flying across the room
amazes the eyes that are looking
but all the sudden
left the dark room empty
again,gone
time and differences
it has taken over
captivate the feelings
to hide from that pair of eyes
that used to bring so much joy
kills inside
wanting to scream,hear me
time still exists
that's all it takes
if I could embrace
and gives an ounce of comfort
I would
but hate is starting to fill up that heart
don't lie,i could see it clearly
the depth of regret,unevitable
I shall not blame
if I could say a line
to make it all clear
but I know it's never enough
not for you
it is all gone
the silver shadow
i'm sorry
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
There's so much more than meets the eye
first of all,human being is a complex organism.i don't think anyone is very much straight forward.you never know what people could do.sometimes, we think we're too good,we tend to look down at other people and when they did something beyond our standard we put them to,they caught us by suprise.we can't deny this fact.which happens to me all the time.i can tell you the whole story,ah tp menyakitkan hati shj.
i think everyone is unpredictable.the way our mind and other people's mind think is very much different.we might know their behaviour or habit, but we could not predict everything they will do because their decisions and view on certain things differ from us as they are in a different situation.
sometimes when poeple look at others,they tend to label them or hate them immediately.it's not fair.you don't know who they are.just because they don't dress,talk,or behave they way you do doesn't mean they're not nice.get to know them.have a decent conversation with them.no,you won't be able to know that person 100% that way,but at least you'll know a thing or two.better than nothing aite?
well thats basically what i want to say.everyone is so much more than meets the eye.don't judge a book by it's cover peeps.
i think everyone is unpredictable.the way our mind and other people's mind think is very much different.we might know their behaviour or habit, but we could not predict everything they will do because their decisions and view on certain things differ from us as they are in a different situation.
sometimes when poeple look at others,they tend to label them or hate them immediately.it's not fair.you don't know who they are.just because they don't dress,talk,or behave they way you do doesn't mean they're not nice.get to know them.have a decent conversation with them.no,you won't be able to know that person 100% that way,but at least you'll know a thing or two.better than nothing aite?
well thats basically what i want to say.everyone is so much more than meets the eye.don't judge a book by it's cover peeps.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
karma
baiklah kanak2.
ni aku nk nasihat something eh.
korg xpyh la benci kesalahan yg org lain buat sgt2 eh smpai nk kutuk2 gile pny.
sebab last2 nanti kan korg pulak akan buat bende yg same.
time tu org lain pulak akan kutuk korg.
itulah kuasa karma iye.
what goes around comes around bebeh.
kalau iye pown benci kn,nasihat je la baik2.
kalau die xnk dgr ckp,lantak die ah.
korg pown xperfect kn.ada buat slh jgk.
biase la manusia kn.
jgn la nk buat tunjuk perasaan pulak smpai nk perli2 sume.
ish xbaik tau.nanti korg kene blk.betul.
tau tau?
haha saje je.tetibe tgk kwn aku lalui bende ni.
then dlm hati aku ckp la,kan tu lah kau dulu bukan main lagi kutuk2 *****,sekarang kau pown buat bende yg same,malu x?hehe.
tapi aku tgk die cm xmalu je.aku yg dgr die cite pulak yg malu.terus tersentak dowh.
nk ckp pown xterkeluar dr mulut.
pny la terkejut.haha.
xsangka gitu.dulu bkn main kutuk org kn.
aku bkn lah nk mengaibkan sesiape tp pengajaran bersame eh.
sesiape yg terasa,sorry la.xda niat pown.
aku pown xperfect jgk.saje je nk share kt sape2 yg sudi bace. :)
ni aku nk nasihat something eh.
korg xpyh la benci kesalahan yg org lain buat sgt2 eh smpai nk kutuk2 gile pny.
sebab last2 nanti kan korg pulak akan buat bende yg same.
time tu org lain pulak akan kutuk korg.
itulah kuasa karma iye.
what goes around comes around bebeh.
kalau iye pown benci kn,nasihat je la baik2.
kalau die xnk dgr ckp,lantak die ah.
korg pown xperfect kn.ada buat slh jgk.
biase la manusia kn.
jgn la nk buat tunjuk perasaan pulak smpai nk perli2 sume.
ish xbaik tau.nanti korg kene blk.betul.
tau tau?
haha saje je.tetibe tgk kwn aku lalui bende ni.
then dlm hati aku ckp la,kan tu lah kau dulu bukan main lagi kutuk2 *****,sekarang kau pown buat bende yg same,malu x?hehe.
tapi aku tgk die cm xmalu je.aku yg dgr die cite pulak yg malu.terus tersentak dowh.
nk ckp pown xterkeluar dr mulut.
pny la terkejut.haha.
xsangka gitu.dulu bkn main kutuk org kn.
aku bkn lah nk mengaibkan sesiape tp pengajaran bersame eh.
sesiape yg terasa,sorry la.xda niat pown.
aku pown xperfect jgk.saje je nk share kt sape2 yg sudi bace. :)
Friday, February 27, 2009
Insanity
ok.so literally i'm 18 this year.well on the 27th august to be exact.i dont why,i feel like i'm old.18?dammit.haha.i know its a bit crazy,but yeah i feel like i'm old.god, i have self issues going on.
when my friends said we're 18 and we're going to college or whatever,i feel like i'm gona blow up.cant stand the fact that people are saying i'm 18 already.i feel like everything is going too fast.its pretty pathetic,i know.i dont know why i feel that way.maybe because i enjoyed my life more when i was 15,i guess.yeah i know,pathetic.move on already!
it scares me a little.ok, a lot i have to say.i'm gona further my study soon.doing everything on my own.learn to be independent yadayadayada.all that thing,u know.i bet everybody felt that way before right.at least i'm normal.lol.and new friends.hah!i can be really pathetic during first encounters.not sure if anyone wants to be my friend.it will take time i guess.ryte.like i can handle time.*sigh.
as much as i feel all that,knowing the fact that i'm going somewhere soon gives me a boost of excitement.i can't lie.it's like a new chapter.another journey.feels like i can invent myself again.ok,i should stop this.i'm losing my sanity!damn.haha.i have to fix myself now.
when my friends said we're 18 and we're going to college or whatever,i feel like i'm gona blow up.cant stand the fact that people are saying i'm 18 already.i feel like everything is going too fast.its pretty pathetic,i know.i dont know why i feel that way.maybe because i enjoyed my life more when i was 15,i guess.yeah i know,pathetic.move on already!
it scares me a little.ok, a lot i have to say.i'm gona further my study soon.doing everything on my own.learn to be independent yadayadayada.all that thing,u know.i bet everybody felt that way before right.at least i'm normal.lol.and new friends.hah!i can be really pathetic during first encounters.not sure if anyone wants to be my friend.it will take time i guess.ryte.like i can handle time.*sigh.
as much as i feel all that,knowing the fact that i'm going somewhere soon gives me a boost of excitement.i can't lie.it's like a new chapter.another journey.feels like i can invent myself again.ok,i should stop this.i'm losing my sanity!damn.haha.i have to fix myself now.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
People
for instance, they barely know me and never had a decent conversation with me, yet they hate me?yeah, wth right.how can you hate someone you don't even know?i don't get and never will get them.how i deal with them?i don't.
some people are smart when it comes to school.but when it comes to real life,they fail,badly.letting other people take advantage of your weakness and strength is just unacceptable.you know you deserve better,yet you still hold on to the one that bleeds you.why?love.is love really that easy?giving it all away to those that hurt you over and over again?get over it and move on.yes its hard.but then again,what is easy to be done?
fame.really,what is it?what about it that make teens these days are willing to do anything and everything for it?showing off skin,flattering your curves,being around those so-called-famous-people,following the trends.is that really you?what happend to friendship, personality and individual interest?doesn't people value that anymore now?
and then there are people that actually think they're smart,matured and have gone through a lot that it makes them think that they have the right to judge other poeple's lives.saying things like, 'u pernah ke basuh baju?tak gune washing machine', 'i rase die takkan boleh punya masak sendiri,or cuci jamban.die tu manja sgt', 'kau boleh mintak ape2 je yg kau nak kt parents kau.aku xboleh', 'kau xrase semua kesusahan aku time kat hostel' etc etc etc.oh please,people have different ways of learning things.poeple have different journey.maybe not as great as yours,but we will go through it eventually.and if you think 'poeple like me'[if you could understand], never gone through hard times or never felt sad, you're absolutely wrong.you only see what we choose to show.stop acting like you know everything about us, because you don't.
people refusing to hear other people's point of view, unable to accept other people's ideas and always think they know best.i call them narrow minded people.they're quite a challenge to deal with.they never listen.they just talk.they're not as flexible and it's pretty ironic.i had a few arguments with this kind of people.frustrating?yes.productive?no.but then again, how can you expect them to understand you?you're the one who should understand them.
as much as those kind of people pisses me off,i try not to let them ruin my beautiful life or dominate my mind.and thanks to them, they made me become a much stronger and wiser young lady.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Paradise
this extraordinary land
when did you take me?
i barely remember
the exact moment
i just follow
when i'm awake
i'm with you
when i close my eyelids
i see you
inseparable
am i going insane over this?
i wish i could explain
you held me
you know you have me
i walk with you
see so much of you in me
i am a mess
but you love me so beautifully
so very exact
deep within
i never knew anyone could
i glance at you
i know this place
paradise
when did you take me?
i barely remember
the exact moment
i just follow
when i'm awake
i'm with you
when i close my eyelids
i see you
inseparable
am i going insane over this?
i wish i could explain
you held me
you know you have me
i walk with you
see so much of you in me
i am a mess
but you love me so beautifully
so very exact
deep within
i never knew anyone could
i glance at you
i know this place
paradise
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