Lantern that had for the past few weeks emitted a dim, sooty glow-like stars
seen through smog city-were now out of kerosene
creating darkness so complete
thats you couldn't see your hands
even if they scratched your face
-you
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
She's a Dancer.
Eventually after 3 years of retiring, last Wednesday, I danced. :) oh yes, I couldn't explain the feeling. it's just so very beautiful. I've always been dancing, my whole life. so coming back to that abandoned part of me awakens my soul.and guess what.now I want to start dancing again.hahaha NO.ok I know I can't do that and pass law school at the same time.this is not high school, na-ah.so I shall keep that dream of mine and start to F O C U S.
and regards to this entry, I shall rewind my so-called memory(sometimes I believe that I have none bcs I cant seem to remember much -_-") to my years of dancing.i started to dance when I was little.about 8 or 9 years of age. Ballet. always, never fail, to bring a smile to my face.I love love Ballet. but I quit few years after that because according to my mum , I was shy.I only remembered, I didn't have friends.(I've always been a very reserved girl,and still am)whatever it is, I regretted that decision I made and when I proposed an idea to my mum that I wanted to continue Ballet, she said I'll quit again. (and I was about 15 years old then). ok, can't blame my mum.
and after Ballet, I tried traditional dance. I think I started at the age of 10.but I wasn't really into it.I was shy,yes -_-". it was when I entered high school that I started to love the beauty of it. Zapin, Joget, Jawa, Contemporary etccc. yes, I did it all. it was one of the most amazing experience I've ever had, period.it wasn't just the dance, it was the dancers too!we were like family.we shared the same interest and it's absolutely amazing to get to spend most of my time with them.so much fun.but I started to slow down when I was 16. (bajet nak focus SPM.haha)
at the same time when I was in high school, I was a gymnast too. Rhythmic Gymnastics was the love of my life. it's like coming back to the years when I was a ballerina. I shall say that it was one of the thing that I've achieved the highest rank and proud of. I wasn't a great gymnast. but I was happy.so, yeah.it was amazing. we had all the apparatus and my favourite was ribbon!hahah :D
through all those years, I never knew where I got the talent.both of my sisters weren't into it as I was. it was when I retired(hahah bajet) that I knew my mum was a dancer and a cheerleader/gymnast.and to my suprise, I found out my grandma was a dancer too!hahah.and now all of it make sense.
yes, I miss dancing.of course.I think I've grown fat because because I stop dancing.hehhh!nonethelesss,that passion of mine shall stay and will never fade.it's part of me and made me who I am today.I embrace those beautiful amazing years I had,but I know some things will end at some point in life.but, I think every once in a while it's okay to refresh myself. :)
and regards to this entry, I shall rewind my so-called memory(sometimes I believe that I have none bcs I cant seem to remember much -_-") to my years of dancing.i started to dance when I was little.about 8 or 9 years of age. Ballet. always, never fail, to bring a smile to my face.I love love Ballet. but I quit few years after that because according to my mum , I was shy.I only remembered, I didn't have friends.(I've always been a very reserved girl,and still am)whatever it is, I regretted that decision I made and when I proposed an idea to my mum that I wanted to continue Ballet, she said I'll quit again. (and I was about 15 years old then). ok, can't blame my mum.
and after Ballet, I tried traditional dance. I think I started at the age of 10.but I wasn't really into it.I was shy,yes -_-". it was when I entered high school that I started to love the beauty of it. Zapin, Joget, Jawa, Contemporary etccc. yes, I did it all. it was one of the most amazing experience I've ever had, period.it wasn't just the dance, it was the dancers too!we were like family.we shared the same interest and it's absolutely amazing to get to spend most of my time with them.so much fun.but I started to slow down when I was 16. (bajet nak focus SPM.haha)
at the same time when I was in high school, I was a gymnast too. Rhythmic Gymnastics was the love of my life. it's like coming back to the years when I was a ballerina. I shall say that it was one of the thing that I've achieved the highest rank and proud of. I wasn't a great gymnast. but I was happy.so, yeah.it was amazing. we had all the apparatus and my favourite was ribbon!hahah :D
through all those years, I never knew where I got the talent.both of my sisters weren't into it as I was. it was when I retired(hahah bajet) that I knew my mum was a dancer and a cheerleader/gymnast.and to my suprise, I found out my grandma was a dancer too!hahah.and now all of it make sense.
yes, I miss dancing.of course.I think I've grown fat because because I stop dancing.hehhh!nonethelesss,that passion of mine shall stay and will never fade.it's part of me and made me who I am today.I embrace those beautiful amazing years I had,but I know some things will end at some point in life.but, I think every once in a while it's okay to refresh myself. :)
it'safreakingwildhorse
Like what they say is a silver lining,
stepping in the darkness
of all the chaos,
washing that heart with sparkles,
filling the night with twinkles.
Open that blank eyes,
take everything in,
but never make it full,
and the soul will run free,
wild horses.
Look at that pale face,
approach,and there shall stand a chance
to colour it life.
Your steps are oxygen to me,
and letting me breathe in with your presence,
out,as you leave.
stepping in the darkness
of all the chaos,
washing that heart with sparkles,
filling the night with twinkles.
Open that blank eyes,
take everything in,
but never make it full,
and the soul will run free,
wild horses.
Look at that pale face,
approach,and there shall stand a chance
to colour it life.
Your steps are oxygen to me,
and letting me breathe in with your presence,
out,as you leave.
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