ok.so literally i'm 18 this year.well on the 27th august to be exact.i dont why,i feel like i'm old.18?dammit.haha.i know its a bit crazy,but yeah i feel like i'm old.god, i have self issues going on.
when my friends said we're 18 and we're going to college or whatever,i feel like i'm gona blow up.cant stand the fact that people are saying i'm 18 already.i feel like everything is going too fast.its pretty pathetic,i know.i dont know why i feel that way.maybe because i enjoyed my life more when i was 15,i guess.yeah i know,pathetic.move on already!
it scares me a little.ok, a lot i have to say.i'm gona further my study soon.doing everything on my own.learn to be independent yadayadayada.all that thing,u know.i bet everybody felt that way before right.at least i'm normal.lol.and new friends.hah!i can be really pathetic during first encounters.not sure if anyone wants to be my friend.it will take time i guess.ryte.like i can handle time.*sigh.
as much as i feel all that,knowing the fact that i'm going somewhere soon gives me a boost of excitement.i can't lie.it's like a new chapter.another journey.feels like i can invent myself again.ok,i should stop this.i'm losing my sanity!damn.haha.i have to fix myself now.
About Me
- Siti Khadijah
- I'm here because my voice isn't listened. I write for myself. And I pray that I'll touch people's heart one day insyaallah.
2 comments:
chill. always enjoy wat ur doing. n u'll be alrite. take things as they come. savour the moment. never look back. n about the frens things, always remember to be who u r. no matter wat happens. true frens will accept u n ur imperfections. u have no responsibility to please everyone but urself. so keep it real. be who u r. be who u want to be. the rest will fall into place. sooner or later. muahx! love u!
yup - whatever she said. hehe...
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