new place.

alright.so,this is my fourth week here.
it's been really hectic and tiring.
i feel like i don't get enough sleep,which doesn't happen often to me.
i guess i have to get myself use to this because everyone's been saying that this is how it's going to be like in the next four years of my existance here.if i don't have to extend my studies,but that will be another story.
hm ok.i really hope i can get through all of this.seriously,it's getting really scary.
i really want to enjoy my time here.i want to make full use of it.
there's been a lot of incidents that could possibly break all my my strength and spirit but i'm really trying to be strong and take it as a challenge.
it's not that easy and sometimes i feel like quitting would be easier and less painful.but then it would just be a waste.and i really want to get myself to another level.something like improving myself.moving forward.so i guess i have to keep up.
i hope i can go through all this.i really want to prove that i can do it.
ya Allah,permudahkanlah urusanku.amin.